Kusama: a farewell

For quite a few months now, the Buffalo AKG Art Museum has been maintaining an exhibition of the work of Yayoi Kusama, called One With Eternity. That exhibition has now ended, and I am sad to see it go, even as excited as I am for the next exhibit in that space.

Kusama is, at 97 years old, one of the world’s most successful living artists, and her work has been shown and re-shown all over the world. One of her signatures (she has a number of them) is the “mirrored room”, in which a small room is erected in a larger room with interior surfaces covered with mirrors so that when you enter, you are presented with an infinity. The two mirrored rooms displayed as part of the One With Eternity exhibition also displayed one of Kusama’s other signatures: the polka dot, as well as thoughts on gender as one of those two rooms involved shapes that are distinctly phallic in nature:

One of the best things about the mirrored rooms–beyond the way they provoke your eye into perceiving something approaching infinity–is the way they yielded interesting opportunities for photographing that very infinity. I found this particular room challenging from that standpoint, I must admit, but I got some results that I liked.

Kusama’s use of polka dots is hardly unique to this one mirrored room. In fact, the polka dot recurred in all of the art throughout this installation:

Another recurring motif in Kusama’s work is pumpkins. Yes, pumpkins.

One entire room of the installation space was given to the display of one of Kusama’s pumpkins. Just one. But what a pumpkin it is! If you’ve never thought that the pumpkin could be a thing of grandeur, well, that’s probably because you haven’t seen Yayoi Kusama’s take on a pumpkin. And it wasn’t just set down in the middle of the room, either…or actually, yes, it was, but no easy display this. Look:

It’s hard to describe my emotions from the first time I walked into this room and saw this thing sitting there. First, the size–it’s huge! Second, the sheer absurdity–it’s a pumpkin, writ large upon the floor, almost glowing in its gigantic nature. Third–did I say “absurdity”? Well, that’s not right. This is pure whimsy. And fourth–the sheer assault on the visual sense when you entre this room was almost a force of nature in itself. All that orange, all those dots, the bright lights gleaming off the pumpkin’s burnished surface…it felt like the sensation of looking up at a sky on a cloudless night, well away from the city. The whole thing just takes you in and for as long as you’re there circling this thing, it becomes your world. This pumpkin.

I won’t be looking at pumpkins the same way this fall, this much I can promise.

I would very much like to hear from the people who do the physical work of setting up an installation like this. Are the walls, floor, and ceiling painted like that for the duration? Does Kusama have wallpaper in that pattern that is hung wherever this pumpkin goes? Floor tile? I really want to know!

(And this wasn’t the only giant pumpkin at the AKG as part of the Kusama show. This one was in another hallway entirely, waiting to be discovered. No less the whimsical, though this time feeling more like a piece of art set in a place for viewing.)

The other major part of this Kusama exhibit was another mirrored room, and this one was pure magic. If the first one, the one with the polka-dotted phalluses, was a brilliant and stark infinity, this next one was a purely dark one, dominated by colors that transitioned and shifted as you gazed into the distance. This room is one of the most amazing things I have ever seen.

The photography temptation here was intentional camera movement with a longer shutter speed:

If the first room was a bright and phallic infinity, this one was just pure psychedelic wonder. And in the first one, you couldn’t help seeing yourself as part of that infinity; in the brightness there you were, everywhere, you, repeating into the endless haze beyond the limits of your vision. This room, though, erased you. You might be able to pick yourself out in the reflection, somewhat nearby, but that was all. 

The other day I went to walk the Kusama exhibit one last time, and I saved this room for last. I could have gone back in the line to go through again, but I decided not to. I visited this exhibit five times during its run here, and when my final walk-through of that mirrored room came to an end–how short 45 seconds can feel, when you spend it staring into infinity!–I stopped on my way out. One look back, and then back to reality and the finite world.

But how finite can it be….

For all of my photos from the One With Eternity exhibit, and to see bigger versions, go here.

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Tuesday Tones

Getting back to my exploration of Japanese music, here is a film score by one of Japan’s most noted and prolific composers, Toru Takemitsu. In his sixty-five years, Takemitsu produced hundreds of musical works, as well as nearly a hundred filmscores and he somehow also found time to write extensively about music. He was one of those creative people who seems to do nothing but spout creative work.

I’ve always found his music to be somewhat cool and distant, but also captivating in an almost hypnotic way. This particular score, for a 1977 film called Ballad of Orin, is a very good example of this. Minimalistic motifs recur throughout, with scoring that is intimate and itself minimalistic. I know absolutely nothing about the film itself, and I also don’t know if this video presents all of the music Takemitsu wrote for the film. Nevertheless, I found this a compelling listen, albeit–as mentioned–cool and distant. This is music for a day of cool rain, I think.

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You know it’s bad when your browser can’t even display all the tabs you have open so you have to use the keyboard shortcuts to navigate between them….

Yeah, I gotta get this browser under control!

::  I don’t know if this link even still works, but apparently there’s someone selling pizza in Syracuse out of their house and you have to be lucky to get one:

Most pizza places make it pretty easy: You’re hungry, you order a pizza, you pick it up. Or a kid in a Subaru with a broken muffler delivers it to your door.

Angelo’s Pizza Bar, a top-secret pop-up pizzeria, has a few more steps.

First, follow it on Instagram and be sure to turn on notifications. Make your profile public. Comment “hello” on Angelo’s post, and don’t get chatty. A direct message with a time slot will appear in your inbox if you’re lucky.
 

Don’t get excited, it’s not a done deal. You must reply quickly that you want this pizza, at this precise time, or else your pizza will go to the next person on Angelo’s list.

If you make it that far (and that’s a very big “if”), head to North Syracuse. Arrive early, but not too early. Pull into a driveway, and stay in your car. Leave room for other cars to pull in.
 

Wait for your pizza, leave promptly, and keep the address to yourself.

I don’t know about this, in all honesty…it sounds fun and cool, but I also don’t know anything about this Angelo person’s commitment to proper food handling and food safety procedures.

::  World Cup fans have come to the US for the games and discovered Ranch dressing. This amuses me greatly. (Now, in Buffalo, Ranch is treated as something the weirdos and the know-nothings do, because here, blue cheese is king. But honestly, Ranch is fine. But it’s gotta be buttermilk Ranch, not the “lite” stuff.)

::  I’m a traitor.

This is an open letter to Haggai Segal, an Israeli author and journalist, who recently threatened American Jews with excommunication in the Israeli weekly Makor Rishon for not making Aliyah (moving to Israel).

Dear Brother Haggai,

From the very beginning, your letter to me was both passionate and clear: “Dear brothers, you are traitors. You are committing treason against us and against yourselves.” I thank you for that and hope to be as passionate and clear in my response.

While I wish you had included our sisters in your condemnation, I immediately understood that the “us” referred to Israeli Jews. However, I wasn’t sure which act of treason we American Jews were guilty of. Was it supporting Israel’s destruction of Gaza? Turning a blind eye to her apartheid policies in the Occupied Territories? Remaining silent as Netanyahu wages war on Israel’s justice system? Ignoring his turning Israel into a vassal of Trump, Inc., fueling antisemitism on the American right and left?

A compelling piece by a Jew who is struggling with the idea that being a Jew means full support of the current actions of the Israeli government. I, as a non-Jew, continue to struggle with this. On the one hand, I don’t support the degree to which the Netanyahu government is going to basically clean out Gaza entirely. But on the other hand, I am seeing the word “Zionist” increasingly used to simply mean “A Jew I don’t like”, and I really do see in the criticism of the current Israeli government a strong undercurrent of the belief that Jews are simply expected to suffer whatever the non-Jews of the world decide to do to them.

::  What Toronto looked like in the 1980s.

The 80s are when I fell in love with Toronto. While my love for that astonishing city has not diminished in anyway and while I still adore it and traveling there is always a thrill, I do miss some of the feeling of the city that these photos capture. Toronto is one of the most explosive cities in the world, in terms of how quickly it is growing; I wouldn’t be surprised at all to see Toronto become North America’s third largest city, by population, within my lifetime (currently it sits fourth, behind Mexico City, New York City, and Los Angeles). Its skyline boasts numerous new towers every time we go, and lately we’ve been going yearly.

::  Here’s a bittersweet video about a 110-year-old business in NYC that is closing down, mainly because the market for its product is ever-shrinking. I know that not every business and not every craft remains relevant, but it’s still sad to see old things left behind.

::  Only a Complete Asshole Would Get Married At Madison Square Garden

Drew Magary has thoughts on Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce deciding to use a sports arena smack in the middle of the busiest city in America for their wedding:

With that in mind, why the fuck would two people as talented as Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce decide to get married at MSG, of all places?

I’ll tell you why: because they’re selfish pricks with shit taste. Swift herself is no stranger to greed, and Kelce is a human Labrador who loves to get belly rubs from passing strangers. There’s no romance in getting married at such a large, exceedingly public venue. There is only the flex of doing so. There is only, OMG you guys I got married at Madison Square Garden! Isn’t that wild?!

There’s also no reason to build your own Disney castle for the occasion unless, like the majority of Swift’s catalog, you have the maturity of an 11-year-old.

Frankly, I find myself in agreement here, and I say this as someone who admired Swift greatly a few years ago (though I was never steeped enough in her work to call myself a “fan”) but who has found the recent shift in her public persona rather…off-putting.

::  Looking for relief from the sun? Get a sunbrella! Not to be confused with a parasol. Now, why is it not to be confused with a parasol? I have no idea. It just isn’t.

::  Finally, in less than great news for American classical music criticism, the great Alex Ross has stepped down as the regular music critic for The New Yorker. Ross isn’t leaving Earth or quitting writing, and I’m sure we’ll have his voice for a good long while to come, but still, he’ll be missed. I read him as often as I could, even when I didn’t really know what he was writing about.

I still have a ton of tabs open, but this post is now long enough, I think….

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Sunday Stealing

It’s early and I’m waiting for The Wife to get up so we can go do something fun, so I’ll pass the time by doing the Sunday Stealing! I haven’t done one of these in a few weeks and this one’s pretty easy. Technically it’s a FAB quiz (Film, Audio, Book) with one extra question added:

1) If you could attend a 4th of July fireworks display anywhere in the United States, where would you choose?

I’m not nearly as entranced by fireworks as I once was; I guess that comes from living with dogs and seeing how all the booms can affect them. But I do still like seeing them if I’m from a distance…and there’s just something about seeing fireworks exploding over a beautiful vista that can still excite me. I’d love to stand on the edge of Brooklyn, looking toward Manhattan, and seeing this:

Another great spot is a lot closer, though: Fireworks over Niagara Falls is amazing to behold. They launch them from the Canadian side. Amazingly, it’s been nearly ten years since the last time we were up there at night! I made a video from that visit, which you can see here (if the following embed doesn’t work super well, embedding Flickr videos can be wonky).

I think that’s the key to fireworks: seeing them from a distance, and over a spectacular vista. I wonder if they ever launch fireworks over the Toronto skyline…obviously not for July 4, but that city is spectacular.

2) What book are you currently reading?

I’ve just finished a re-read of a children’s book that I loved as a kid, one my mother picked out for me, called Paddle-To-the-Sea, which traces the adventures of a wood-carved Native American in a canoe that a young boy whittles and then sets free on the waters of Lake Superior, to float all the way to the sea. Mom had me read this book not long after we moved to WNY back in 1981, and it really shaped my perception of the Great Lakes region ever since.

I am also reading a novel called Where the Sea Lavender Grows, by Kitty Johnson. This is not a novel I’d likely ever have chosen had it not been part of a curated list, in this case the monthly offering of free “First Read” novels that are offered as part of my Amazon Prime subscription. The novel tells the story of two women, living decades apart, who live in the same cottage in England. So far I’m not sure what to expect of it, but I’m enjoying it thus far.

I’m also starting Ways of Seeing by John Berger, which is a book about visual art. With the new influence photography is having on my life, I’m finding myself engaging with visual art in a way that I never was able to before (more on that to come, I have a whole video and newsletter on the way about it), and I’m reading more and more books about art. And you know, if I have to have a “midlife crisis” where I decide to sink my attention and time into something, art is a pretty good one. I’ll take it.

I also checked out the newest edition of Tom Ang’s How to Photograph Absolutely Everything, which I read in a previous edition three years ago when I was just starting out with the camera. I do like going back to “Photography 101” kind of content, because while I’m getting better and better, I still think it’s a good idea to go back and brush up techniques that I haven’t tried much yet and remind myself of things I can do that I haven’t done yet.

Recent books completed: You Only Live Twice by Ian Fleming (I think I only have two Fleming books left, one novel and one story collection), When the Moon Hits Your Eye by John Scalzi (I hate to say this, but I increasingly think Scalzi just isn’t for me anymore, in terms of fiction), The Uncool by Cameron Crowe (Crowe’s memoir of his youth as a precocious music journalist; good book but it meanders a lot toward the end).

3) What have you been listening to?

In addition to all the music I listen to for presentation on this site, I’ve been listening to an album called Revel In Time, by Star One, which is a progressive rock/metal project band created by Arjen Anthony Lucassen, a Dutch musician. I will eventually write about this, but I don’t feel like I have the current vocabulary to do so. (I honestly don’t know how rock critics, the Lester Bangses of the world, can write cogently about an album after just one or two hearings. I have to live with an album for quite a while before I feel remotely qualified to write about it.)

4) What shows or movies have you been watching?

Right now we’re plowing through Season 3 of Sneaky Pete, a crime series featuring Giovanni Ribisi as a conman who gets out of prison and basically finds himself out of the frying pan and into the fire. It’s a really entertaining show with heists and conmen and found family that doesn’t realize it’s been found and a really engaging cast of characters. I’m also surprised to learn how good an actor Ribisi really is; he’s been on my radar forever and I’ve never thought him bad, at all, but here he’s magnetic.

We’ve also been watching Rizzoli and Isles, for our weekly murder-procedural fix, as well as slowly making our way through Blindspot (this show is bonkers) and a few others.

Movies? Oh, remember that data failure that cost me six weeks of content here? That also killed six weeks of updates to the post I was maintaining in which I wrote briefly about every movie we’ve watched this year. I suppose I should go back and reconstruct that, but the enthusiasm is lacking. We’ll see. But a couple of standouts are Remarkably Bright Creatures and Voicemails For Isabelle, both of which I recommend.

What’s going on in your worlds, folks?

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I have too many thoughts about the state of the United States to frame into anything essayish today, and too many of my thoughts are of the negative variety anyway. So…let’s just listen to some American music, shall we?

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Bob and Bruce (a repost)

(Reposting this because JAWS. Do I need a better reason than that? JAWS! I wasn’t allowed to watch JAWS until I was a teenager, which is both probably a wise move on my parents’ part and also really lame. I mean, come on! JAWS! But hey, it instantly became one of my favorite movies ever when I finally did get to watch it all the way through, instead of seeing little bits and pieces through sneaky glimpses at this or that telecast. Anyway, here’s a bit of silliness….)

I’ve seen a few of these photos surfacing online the last few months, and they make me really happy because there’s a kind of absurdity going on. These are behind-the-scenes snapshots from JAWS, featuring actor Robert Shaw and “Bruce” the Shark, in between takes. Bruce, if you didn’t know, was the name lovingly bestowed upon the mechanical shark they made for the movie, which ended up not working half the time, forcing director Steven Spielberg to rely on implied-shots, shadows, oblique techniques and other ways of creating the sense that the shark was there without actually showing that the shark was there. It’s generally accepted that the difficulties with the model are a big reason why the movie ended up as good as it is. I love these shots because they have a kind of absurdity to them, as if Bruce was really a living part of the cast, waiting for his next take like everyone else. They just scream out to be captioned, so:

“Come on, Bob, sing it with me! ‘Farewell and adieu to you fair Spanish ladies….” “Shut UP, Bruce.”
“I mean, it was a great fight scene and all, but you gotta admit, Bob, the way your character in FROM RUSSIA WITH LOVE lets James Bond get one up on him is kinda lame.” “I didn’t write it, Bruce.”

 

“Haha, in your big speech you’re supposed to say ‘We delivered the bomb’ but you make it sound like ‘We delivered the bum’! Hahaha…ouch, please get your hand off my eye! It’s not REALLY like a doll’s eye!” “Too bad, Bruce.”

As John Oliver always says, “Moving on….”  

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Something for Thursday

Hey, it’s still Thursday as I write this! In fact, there are still 112 minutes left. So there!

I heard this on WNED yesterday, when they played it as part of their Canada Day observation. It’s a folk song from Newfoundland, set for chorus by Canadian composer Harry Somers. The group performing this is from Milwaukee, so I guess it can’t be Canadian across the board, but we northern states have a kinship with Canada, I think. Or at least I hope we do.

Enjoy “Feller From Fortune”!

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At the Depot….

When one visits the train depot, one should dress accordingly.

The platform.

Both of these photos are unedited JPGs; I will be editing the RAW files at some point soon. But yesterday I went to the Orchard Park Depot, the old train station from the grand old days when passenger trains went through here. Alas! I also experimented with shooting monochrome, which was a lot of fun and something I will do again in the future. When I went out it was already very bright, and as I heard on a recent photography YouTube video (I can’t remember where, though!), “If the light is shite, shoot black and white.” I will do more monochrome in the future!

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